'I can't wait for tomorrow...'

He's coming back this Friday!
=)

i can't sleep

It's 5 am in the morning and I can't sleep.I don't know why.Anyways,

'I can't wait for tomorrow

When you're gone and rain starts falling
I just sit here by the phone
Don't deny me, call me back
I'm so alone'

my fave songs at the moment.been hearing it a lot in jayjays, valley girl etc. managed to find the bloody song finally...and I can relate that to my situation right now.

go back to sleep, go back to sleep.......

Anyone can play guitar

I've always wanted to play the guitar.I mean, it would be weird if someone who's into the rock genre to say that he or she doesn't want to play guitar.

I've always been the odd one in my family.I liked rock song since I guess when when dad introduced me to The Police when I was a kid.By the time I was 7, I was bopping my head to Nirvana's Smells Like Teen Spirit and Metallica's Enter Sandman. Over the years, my fave or interest in rock genre shifted from hard-metal-to grunge-to-nu-metal before I finally found my real identity: Those stuffs by Radiohead, Coldplay, Queens of the Stone Age, Incubus when I was in upper secondary.

Nevertheless, I can't play a single instrument of this genre and it has been my fantasy since I was 8 years old to play a guitar: electric guitar in particular.The closest that I'd get to this instrument of mine back then, is whenever I am in the shower or in front of the mirror...playing 'air guitar'.I've always had a great deal of respect or awe for anyone who is damn bloody good at playing guitar.

I wanted to do the 'leg kicking' like AC/DC.
Or burn and smash my guitar like Hendrix did.

I can't simply because I can't play the bloody thing.
I tried to make my mum send me to those fancy 'Yamaha' guitar class(just like Hannah did) because I want to play guitar.At this age, I had given up because I'm too old to learn how to play guitar, I think.I don't want to start with the acoustic one, just give me the electric ones!!(and bass too).

Somehow, my perception towards that changed yesterday. Just like that song by Radiohead-Anyone can play guitar.I did and I love it.Even though I was struggling adjusting my fingers with strumming and watching the screen, I managed to score as high as 99%.I am playing songs by Kiss, Pat Benatar and also Coldplay! I can play Yellow and Violet Hill (still struggling with God Put a Smile...).I even had 'guitar battle' with Tom Morello! The 'Tom Morello, y'all!

Yes, I played Guitar Hero 3 and I'm addicted to it.

My childhood fantasy does come true, even though it just happen in the living room with Guitar Hero, only.

more than meets the eye, after all

I used to watch Transformers(not the movie) religiously when I was young a girl.That was one of my favourite cartoons other than Ninja Turtles.However, I always have this dissatisfaction with the series.I always thought that whoever created this show must be crazy or something because of one thing:

The Autobots(the good guy) is so not cool compared to the Decepticons(the bad guy).

I mean, in the mind of a young kid, Decepticons should be the good guy.They are way cooler.Fighter jets etc. True definition of 'transformer' whereas Autobots are plain boring with trailer, police car etc.
It should be the other way round, that was what I thought.I asked my dad once and he just said "Well, there's simply a reason to it," Not really answering the question of a curious child, right?

I think I probably know why that it is the way it is.
I guess doesn't mean if a thing is pretty, cool or great it is positive while everything that is bad or ugly is negative after all.Maybe in a way, the producers want to do the whole 'anti-hero' on the Autobots.Well, they are what I would think boring but they are the good guys.They have a nice heart(if there's one inside of 'em').

I guess in life it tells you that there is more than meets the eye, after all.First impression doesn't always come right.When we thought someone to be snobbish, often it turns out to be the other way round.Don't judge a book by its cover.Although I do get fooled by the cover of a book sometimes.You won't know about something(or someone) until you open and read the book. Someone maybe pretty from the outside but underneath that person is the most ugliest creature. I know someone who often gets into trouble, looks like someone who is going to rob a bank but got the softest heart ever.

Jadi,pengajaranya ialah- jangan suka buat tanggapan salah terhadap orang berdasarkan paras rupa.

Meriah makan u oll!

Semalam kan u olls, tengah akak baring-baring manja ala2 miss universe, Kak Cam pun suggest kat akak -'let's buat laksa sarawak u oll!'.Ha, akak pun ape lagi, mulalah tolong2 Kak Cam sket masak....pastu kan u olls, kiteorang pun makan lah sampai masing2 badan naik macam gajah u olls! Tapi kan, semalam, akak and Kak Cam paling sentap bila orang bawah rumah buat bising sebab kami masak u oll! Dia buat bitch dengan I, I pown buat bitch balik lah! Pastu, Kak Cam pun, dengan slang2 ompoteh dia menjerit lah-'it's a house, for god's sake!!' Wah, hebat u Kak Cam, I'm so proud of you! Lepas tu, kami report kat Hot Mama, dia pun ape lagi.... keluar belakang rumah, terus menjerit.Feeling yang marah gitew-'We'are cooking, fucker!'.Cam hanjeng orang2 bawah ni u oll! But, hebat u, Hot Mama and Kak Cam, I suka taw!

Anyways, let's change back to the normal discourse.

The next day, today, that is, I woke up around 6.30 am to help Syefah cook for the Masca NCG fund-raising thingy. I actually did the whole 3 cohorts of Roti Jala! Definitely bring back some memories and Syefah agreed-New Zealand, 649 CLV, Popo, of promises etc.....I swear by the amount of Roti Jala that I did since last year, I've become an expert(x boleh blah statement!).Why, I even compliment myself on those cute looking Roti Jala that I made and folded. Mama is surely gonna be damn proud of her little girl (lagi x boleh blah, statement)!

But what I really, really crave for are those lil Coney Dogs from A&W!

No man is an island

Last night I watched Cast Away on the television. Well, I've watched it so many times before on HBO but usually I skipped some scenes(especially if there's a MORE interesting movie next channel or cool video clips on MTV). Watching the whole movie properly this time, I finally get to be 'in the zone'.'In the zone' where I got all 'aww...poor him', 'it must be horrible to get stranded all alone' kind of feeling. Thus, I begin to wonder, if I were to get stranded on a deserted island for four years, what should I do??

Wait, what should I bring along for survival??

1. First thing first, I need to have my ipod.Plus, an ipod charger that doesn't require electricity.I need music.
2. Probably sunblock(face and body) lotion.I can't afford to get sunburned.
3. My hair serum.I can't afford to get dry locks.
4. A collection of books, to keep me busy when I'm damn bored. Academic books are excluded from the list.
5. A lifetime supply of mineral water. I don't think I can drink from those places like Chuck did.
6. My facial cleanser, toner, moisturizer, toothbrush, floss, toothpaste, soap, shampoo and conditioner. That's my basic needs.
   
7. The Swiss knife would come handy =)
8. A mobile phone.Need to get connected.
9. Last but not least, my own 'Wilson'. But I think I need a real life one, so that we'll have a 'proper' two-way conversation. Suitable people that I'm considering are Thom Yorke, Tom Hanks himself, any contestant(winner preferably) of Survivor, maybe Wilson the volleyball, Victoria Beckham(just want to see if she can be that Posh under that circumstance), Ben Affleck/Johnny Depp/Hugh Jackman/Adrian Grenier.Maybe the bf would be a good idea to help me with all the 'guy stuffs'.
   

So that's the must have list. However, after reviewing it a few times, I think I don't even deserve to get 'Cast Away' in the first place. Hahaha!

the one where she finished a 2000 words essay in a day

Peace out!

The title is sooo Friends. I miss watching the reruns on Star World.
Out of the 6 friends, I can't really settle on a favorite.Hmm, let see....I like them all but if I have to pick one(or two and three) I think I like Ross.He's so funny and a bit blur sometimes.I like Rachel too because well, she's Rachel! Last but not least, the ever sarcastic Chandler.

Yesterday, I started on Erika's analysis paper and finished it on the same day!
The older I get, the better I am with procrastination! Hahaha......

I have always wanted the 'Rachel' haircut.If only....
I admire Lady Diana Spencer,Victoria Beckham, Jackie Onassis and Audrey Hepburn's sense of style.I know, I'm soo old school...(except for Posh).
I'm craving for that pink Coach bag...Canon G10....a trip to Europe...If only, again.
Need to save some cash, need to claim the Beyonce tickets that I bought( I actually waited until the clock strikes 12pm on the pre-sale day just to get the best priced tix..note same adrenaline rush that Far get when she bought the Coldplay tix).

I'm so swamped with work that I have been neglecting my blog.I do FB but only because I want to do those silly quizzes and release all the tension from the assignments.Been reading the C1 and C2 blogs a lot because I'm dreading the day that I will become a teacher. Maybe I need to go out a bit...

I miss mum and dad like badly... =(

I need to book the accommodation for winter hols.or we won't have a place to stay ;)

There's so many things in my mind...but now I'm expressing it, all my thoughts.

Here's a thought- two of my closest buddies got the best ex ever.For still having some kind of concern and not to write off people simply.There is still some goodness in this world, apparently.So sweet.. =)