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I'm crushing on James Hetfield currently.
However, not the real-life one.The virtual one.
Full of what some people might refer to as masculinity.

Macho sial.Nak boyfriend yang rockstar.Seriously.

Kopi Hitam

'Night Swimming
Beach walking
Always silent
Never talking
Then you call my name
And I know inside I love you'

Black Coffee-All Saints

Sometimes, you don't need to say that three words.It's just understood.

Anyways, I found an interpretation of the song from a website and here what the writer thinks about the song:-

"song is probably about this girl who is so in love with this guy as though he is like the perfect guy for her but the girl is suffering from depression that whenever she is going through an emotional ride, he will be her bashing bag where she let's go of all the emotions. "

woah.

As the title of Pink's album goes "I'm not dead!"

Some friends might have been aware that I have activated my Facebook account now.

Hard decision but had to be done anyways, whether I like it or not.
I decided to deactivated my FB and have no contact whatsoever with any people for about 2 months.
I don't want to know what is happening out there and I don't want people to know about me.
I want to be incognito for awhile.

When people asked 'why'?
I just simply said that 'well, it's addictive' or 'it's getting too overwhelming'.
I'll stick to the latter one.

There were so many bisa- ness around me for the past few months and I need a break.
I need to rethink about these stuffs around me.
I want to disappear for awhile.
I hate how my FB account became a 'tool' for gossiping.melaga-lagakan orang.How FB creates the hypocrite in us...people would be so nice commenting about your pics when behind your back they backstabb you, talk bad about you.How people trying to hard to be friends with everyone when you know that person is not the extrovert kind of person.Funny things that technology make us do just to get attention and whatnot.Not to mention people who would air their dirty linen! Where's privacy in that, huh?

I know I can't run forever as I need to keep in touch with my family(FB is so effective)..I just need time.And I did that yesterday.I don't know hw am I supposed to feel, but I'm glad and hope everything will be okay.No more bro-in-law to nag me to activate my FB back.No more brother saying 'dh xde FB.ingatkan dh mati dah' or the bf and sherry's urge of 'please open ur fb!!

I might leave FB for good if it doesn't do any good for me, anymore.

Frantic, tick-tock!

Lemme tell you about my hectic and simple Raya celebration this year.

I woke up, helping with the house, getting myself ready.

Went to the Cohort 5's open house in KGBar.

Went back for our open house.
Entertain the guest for about 3 hours, then off to the room for some attire changing.

Off to Beyonce's concert with Aiman Z.
Came back around 12-ish to be greeted by sleepy Sani saying, "So JG, how's my bitch, Beyonce?"
Had some food before went to sleep.

Next day, off to class at 9 to submit CLB006' assignment.

Later, was in 'uh-mazing race'.

Balik.Tido.Penat.

Brother

My brother just buzzed me through YM.

We finally realized that it's going to be a long time until we get to celebrate Raya with each other.
2 years gone because I'm in Australia.
Another 5 years gone when he's off to Germany this January.

I'm so sad.Seriously.Rasa macam nak nangis.

Anyways, Happy Eid everyone =)

other side of the world

I fell in love with this place, last year.

I want to go there soon.Anyone, puh-leese take me there?

chivalry is definitely NOT dead!

I fell in love with a pak cik sale assistant at Myer today!
(Well, not literally)

Someone made me smile all the way home and it comes in the form of a pak cik.
Well, it is my 2nd encounter with the guy.The first time was ages ago and he is still as friendly as ever.
I was in Myer electronic department where I was browsing some stuff that I intended to buy(I did in the end),Along came this pak cik with the warmest smile ever on earth asking me if I need any help.Well, since I couldn't make up my mind buying that thing yet, I just smiled and said that I'm alright.Moments later, after consulting my bf, I decided to make the purchase, anyways.
So, the pak cik greeted me with that warm smile and simply said "owh, settle for that one only?" I said yup.Then he complimented the Cookie Monster shirt that I'm wearing, saying how he really liked the shirt(the Cookie Monster shirt is definitely a conversation starter, just like my 'twice as nice when I want something' shirt). But the best part has got to be where he actually took all the trouble walking from the cash register just to hand me the item that I bought!

I feel so like in a movie where some posh butler just handed out expensive fur coats, for me to wear.Erk?Does the analogy make sense at all??
Nevertheless, the pak cik really made my day, even for that moment only.And erm, kudos to that department of Myer! There should be more chivalrous-old-friendly-male assistant than the one with smug faces or the typical(found in Malaysia, especially) I-follow-you-around-until-you-want-to-scream-at-me sale assistant.I bet if I decided to take a poo in the fitting room, the latter will definitely be waiting outside with wipes ready for me.How annoying.

If I'm not mistaken his name is Jack.Hehehe.

Weird fishes arpeggi

It's the song that I'm currently listening to while finishing my Reading & Writing assignment.

Everyone around me caught some kind of a bug..not recently.
They will be playing it every night, talking about buying things such as Babolat, 02 silver and whatnot.
Watching it with awe, praising every move that they would call 'a beautiful serve!' and whatnot.

Nadal, Serena, Rod Laver Arena, Australian Open, linesman, ATP,WTA and Federer are some of the vocab that are quite alien to me.

When they speak of it, it's just another 'language' that I don't understand.

What was your name again, dude?

Today, I read somewhere that Nicole Richie and Joel Madden welcomed their baby number two.

Sparrow something-something- midnight Madden??

Wow.Celebrity kids and their quirky names.

everybody's going to a party, have a real good time!

OMG,

my bf is singing 'b.y.o.b' by system of a down right now.

couldn't help but smile all the way. nak unlock achievement punya pasal.

Just

Do not despair, for beyond the injustices of this world, beyond matter, beyond clouds, beyond the aether, beyond all things power is all justice, all kindness, all tenderness, all love.

Truth shall rend the veil of tears concealing your smiles.
Brethren, I welcome you and despise your oppressors.

(To my oppressed friend by Kahlil Gibran)

Bliss

Walked around QUT Gardens Point' Botanical Garden.

Spend hours in Borders, reading and browsing books.

Walked all the way home from CBD.

All alone.Arrived home and break my fast with a humble smoked salmon sandwich.Then, fell asleep.

Pure bliss...Penat okay.

I'm back to my 10 year old self

Alas, my childhood dream come true! If there was one thing that I really, really wanted since I was a kid, it has got to be any Crayola products.I remember how I was green with envy when my big sister posted a Crayola box set(full with watercolors, crayons, markers, pencil colours) to my brother all the way from UK-Heck, I got myself a roller blade, big deal, but I want the crayola set lah actually!

And today I got myself one* courtesy to miss Aliaa Z.Thanx, Aliaa! =)

Now, my childhood desire is fulfilled!(??)

* I always have this 'let-me-find-my inner-child' moment where I'll go all mental buying pencil colours and colouring book but always leave the thing untouched.Hangat-hangat taik ayam(Hot-hot chicken shit) lah katakan.