Brother

My brother just buzzed me through YM.

We finally realized that it's going to be a long time until we get to celebrate Raya with each other.
2 years gone because I'm in Australia.
Another 5 years gone when he's off to Germany this January.

I'm so sad.Seriously.Rasa macam nak nangis.

Anyways, Happy Eid everyone =)

of the men in my life

Recently, my brother called me and informed me that he passed his ALG final exam(that's A-levels German,for all you out there).Alhamdullilah and I guess I will be start saving some cash to travel there and see you, 'lil bro??Congratulations! =)

Meanwhile, after a few futile attempts of trying to call my sister & my brother-in-law, I managed to get through them (well, my b-i-l, anyways).Chatted for a an hour about the nephew and stuffs.Everyone, meet Syed Mika(yes, as in Mika the singer).The name did manage to raise everyone's eyebrow but according to my b-i-l, that name is very rare indeed.He listed a few Arabic meanings to the name which I can only remember right now, intelligence.Wow.

..and then, I got 'the news'.

Due to my MIA policy, no one managed to contact me when this occured.....my dad was admitted into the hospital yesterday's morning due to minor stroke.Called mum later and she said that everything's okay..but you know how mums can be at this time, right?It does scare the shit out of me.Hope everything will be okay.Seriously. =(

I really wanna go home right now.....

Home, is where I want to be right now....

Today is my dear brother's 20th birthday.

Happy birthday to you!Saya sayang adik saya.

He said all the right things that make me feel good when I don't feel good.
We tell each other's dilemma or consult one another for advice.
I need a guy's point of view and vice versa.
We fight like cats and dogs.

Nevertheless, I love him to bits.

I need to call home right now, I need to hear those voices that will make me feel a bit OK.