everything is NOT in its right place

Is there anybody out there?
I need someone,
to cheer me up
to make me look at life positively.
to calm me down.
to be my best friend.
do I have one?
am I really happy with life?
am I satisfied with life?
to listen to me
to calm my fears.
to appreciate me.
do I have anybody that I can rely on?
that I can trust on?
cause I feel hopeless.
I feel bad.
unhappy.lost hope in everything.
everything is NOT in its right place.

I'm a mess........