Sunday, September 30, 2007

Fasting tyme!!!!

Here comes the time of the year....fasting month. As usual, I have to deprive myself from eating 3 or 4 meals a day.... I'm reduced to 1 meal per day. All in the name of religion.....It's quite interesting this year. I really enjoy fasting this year. Either I really bask in this activity or I just want to save some moolah. Hahahaha(laughs silly). Well, I'm sort of short on cash. I owe people money and I struggle to keep food on the table. Not to mention that I really NEED to update my wardrobe....get myself new pants(since every piece of clothing that I own is too big.And I don't want to look like Mary-Kate, anytime soon.....). I also have to admit that I don't have a life anymore.People!!! Help!!! I need to go out for the sake of going out, not for the sake of getting my basic needs. Sheesh, i need to let loose a bit............
However, despite the predicaments that I'm in right now, I can say that I am content with life. I break my fast with simplicity today, no fancy food, and I'm grateful. Am grateful that I'm still able to eat compared to other people( such as homeless). I'm grateful that I still have my basic needs......compared to other people that have to steal and whatnot......Alhamdulillah =)

Monday, August 20, 2007

holiday.....

Holiday is here again....haha.Finally I get to go back home....watch TV, eat home-cooked meal(there's nothing better than a home-cooked meal,don't cha think so?)hahaha...and not to mention workload of assignments;-ms, eltm,sbe portfolio and the list goes on.Seesh! Thank god am still insane. So, not doing much this hols.....am currently addicted to Kanye West's 'Stronger'....cool song, cool video......not to mention a cool and catchy phrase "....that don't kill me, can only make me stronger". It's kinda true, in a way.....life is tough.Life is a bitch. but you gotta keep on holding on. You gotta fight the struggle....and if you don't ;it defeat you. If it doesn't kill you, it can only make you much stronger.And that's what I'm going through right now.....getting stronger to face the challenges ahead. And I hope that face tomorrow with no sorrow......hahaha,am so babling right now!!!